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[093005 12:26PM] leaving lj. aim cute like cancer buh bye. READ 10 CMNT

[091605 10:57AM] i forgot to mention some things. i miss everyone, but heather most of all. i think that's it. kay READ 1 CMNT

[090605 3:13PM] IM MISSING MY HEATHERBOO. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( school is school again! so for some crazy fucked up reason, my dad decides to "leave", whatever that means. well it turned out that it meant he wasn't coming home and he was going to sleep at a motel. whatafag. like honestly. way to run away from your problems, that aren't even problems, you're just a drama queen. he called this morning and i was very short and blunt and probably really obvious that i wasn't pleased with him at all. other than that, nothing is really amazing about today. in fact i'm probably in a really bad mood right now. i really really really really really hate how i am so fucking emotional all the time now. how did i go from being this hardass that thought crying was for pussies, to being the pussy that cries all the time? i just don't get it.. not at all. i am also about to pick my face off, thank you. ps. i deleted alot of people. just comment if you want back on. READ 8 CMNT

[082405 10:02PM] Today at work something funny happened that i wanted to write about cos it was funny, but i forgot. how depressing. there is this one guy that comes in every once in a while and he says to me today "been a bad day?" and i say, "oh not too bad" and he said something or other and he was like. "well. you make sure your boyfriend takes you out for all the hard work you do" i just laughed but i was thinking, oh if i had a boyfriend. do do do do. i'm pretty sure if i didn't get really bored sometimes i would delete this. but i have to get up early in the morning. oh and i also am chatting with this boy named bobby that lives close to me and he is cute but heather says he has a big nose. he's cute mk. im sleepy. i guess im done here, time to brush my teeth and get in bed. night. READ 2 CMNT

haiirrr cut. [081705 2:26PM] I got a hair cut this morning :] I like it alot! I just got back from hanging out with Bryce. We went to SMOOTHER KING. & I got a PNAPPLE SURPISE something smoothie. It was good. We just talked about drugs and sex basically the whole time. ( being vain ) READ 15 CMNT

[081305 11:54AM] if i wasn't so fucking lazy i'd delete like half of you all. READ 9 CMNT

[081105 9:36PM] there isn't much to ever update about but i'm going to try. last night i cried myself stupid. i also watched the movie pumpkin. it was good. i woke up today at 1230. and played on the computer and wawtched tv. then gregory came home from school and we chatted. SOMEONE ATE THE JELLO I GAVE HIM. i was upset. i went to work. mr simpson was a real asshole tonight. caitlin came to the store and every time i see her she looks more and more like me. fucking whore. so i'm cutting my hair off. i'm scared. well anywas mr simpson made me clean the girls bathroom. lamer. i came home and cooked some chinese good shit. then i talked to greg, and then he went to bed. and i've been laying here watching tv, and then i washed my face. i have to make myself get up and do it. i'm about to take my pills. tomorrow i have orientation for school. at fucking 930 in the morning. i want to go to the mall afterwards. jamie is supposed to go with me but she didn't call me tonight. so i guess i'll go by myself. because i'm a lamer with no friends. i shop better alone anyways. i'll probably just steal shit alot. because i'm a kleptomaniac. oh AND cosmopolitan came out with a new issue today and it's like. SO BIG. the front says OUR BIGGEST ISSUE EVER. AND YES SIZE DOES MATTER. i love it. okay i hate my bra. it's going now. BYEBYEEEEEEEE CMNT K THX READ 3 CMNT

[080505 9:41PM] i don't want summer to end. i'd rather die than go back to school. i'll miss everything. i'll miss sleeping till 12 every day, and i'll miss metting friends for lunch, and i'll miss going to the park late at a night and i'll miss the parties and i'll miss everything. now it's, buying pens and notebooks and fabric to make a new bag. i will kill everything. READ 5 CMNT

[080405 10:48AM] Well I said "Matt, you've hurt my feelings" & he said "... do you have feelings?" I didn't know how to even reply. READ 5 CMNT

[080105 11:03PM] livejournal means nothing to meeee. not a thing because who really cares about the things i have to say! no one! i went to galveston for the weekend, you know "the beach", so they say. but it's not really a beach. it's a pulluted gross, dead body toting, body of water. i dont know. i'm just pessamist. i missed greg alot and then he was mean to me. or more of i was mean to him. it went both ways. eh. anyways i got my shirt that says "mess with texas" and it's awesome i went to the movies tonight with patrick we saw bad news bears it was great funny. leslie was there and that was REALLLLL WEIRD (his xgf). anyways. i'm tired. of everything. and i just got back from vacation. i'm in such a negative mood. i wouldn't mind dying right now. i'm so bad at this too. my cat is stealing the mouse. bye now. READ 8 CMNT

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